Sunday, July 31, 2011

bzzzz

I have been so busy! 
I've hardly had time to visit my mother or my best friend! 

It's summertime, so that means farm farm farm! 
I've been picking so much my tan lines have tan lines.

And if I'm not picking I'm at market selling. This year I've actually enjoyed market more than picking. It changes from time to time. I think it's cause I like being around people. 

lol "surgar" snap peas. 


                                                                      

















So, on the 22nd my oldest sister got married in Oregon. We went out West and it was really nice there. Beautiful place. Especially with the mountains and the beaches. 







                                         






yaaay okay that was hardly a blog more like a photo feed but that's okay you get the drift.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

argh

Something you love about yourself:
 I love that I don't care what people think of me. The hard times at school when I was an outsider made me stronger and made me realize i don't have to  please everybody. so now i'm free to be what i want say what i want and be happy with that. you are your own  worst critic.   



Day 1. Something you hate about yourself.
Day 2: Something you love about yourself.
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12: Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14: A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16: Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18: Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21: (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24: Make a play list to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28: What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30: A letter to yourself: tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

Another video

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Hellllooooo

Some annoyances of mine to start off with.

I'm noticing men are really audibly weak these days. I hate men that whine, or complain, or brag about how HARD they work or whatever. "So and so is exhausted from working for 8 whole hours fuck this such and such job " And they expect some kind of trophy or pity for doing what EVERYONE has to do to get by. No cookie for you! No! Not saying women don't do it either but since when is it ok for guys? They're supposed to be emotionless, hard core bacon-bringers.
Am I right?

I hate people who think everybody is as up to date with their facebooks. Say I add a picture of me doing something fun somewhere and then I get a comment of somebody whining to me "When did you go there, you should have called me today so I could join" Great that people want to spend time with me, but get real that was like last year!
Actually, this entire blogpost by somebody is hilarious here you go, look at it. http://graceoon.blogspot.com/2010/04/9-most-annoying-people-on-facebook.html



Supposedly they are starting an obesity-in-children awareness campeign thing on bilboards. What do I have to say about that? Hurray! One thing I am not proud to be an American for is, our ridiculously obese.
Today I was just at Famous Daves, and there was a man bigger than my entire family just sitting there. I don't wanna know what he ordered, but the portions are so big there that I could only imagine what he consumed.
This just depresses me. Stop filling your children with saturated/trans fats! I don't care if you let them stay inside playing their DS's and watching MTV. At least feed them right. Go to your local farmer's market, I will be happy to sell you fresh vegetables. 

Anyways, enough of that. 


Wisconsin drivers, you can just GFY.
There are two lanes minimum on the expressways for a certain reason. 
The left lane, is for passing. 
In most states, it is a strict law that you use it for just that.
 

In Wisconsin, people hog the left lane, going just as slow as the driver's in the right. 
Therefore, traffic doesn't flow like it should.
And it provokes dangerous driving when the impatient crazy people try to get around you.

Another word for Wisconsinites, yes it's kind of not hot out even though it's May. Is this new to you? It could still be snowing! Stop complaining about the weather, it's raining so the grass can get green and the trees can sprout their pretty little leaves. Be glad it's not snowing! 
Be happy with what you can get.

I'm so done with snow I can't even play the snowy maps in Call of Duty black ops.

Oh I am so excited for the new maps. 
But of course I'm not gonna play them until everyone else is a pro at them so I can fail even more miserably. 

I got my hair done today! Ahh feels nice.

  

I joined deviant art because two of my artistic sisters have been posting their work there and I wanted to holla at them. 

and as always, there is my flickr

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Random II

Summ-ah won't you Come-ah

taken by angie
me dressed up for easter
beautiful fruit pizza
something great my mom made

more of my pictures :)

I can't wait for roller coasters, working (and playing) in the fields, fourth of july, planting flowers, eating fresh veggies, selling fresh veggies, getting my new apartment, I'm just so excited for change, and for the warm welcome of summer.


i really want to make another video compilation but i've been having troubles getting some of the older footage into this mac.

Song

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Where to even begin?

I don't even know what to say about Europe. I think it's safe to say it was an experience of a lifetime.
Paris was everything and nothing I imagined.
And I fell in love with so many other places I've never even heard of. In Albania, Croatia...
I took some pretty good pictures, most of them are in my flickr.
The food was amazing. The people were no crazier than us. A lot of them were very nice. And most Europeans speak English. Which I found pretty interesting. We are so less educated.
The Adriatic sea is beautiful. The espresso is better than sex.
The wine tastes just the same, which is hilarious.

I feel so much wiser. And somehow more naive.
I tried veal, duck, lamb..
Europeans seem like they just get it. In some cases.
Italy I didn't really like.
I recorded my thoughts in a notebook, because I knew I wouldn't know what to say when I got back.
So many thoughts.
Craziest memories? Riding a furgon through Tirana, Albania. Mini van that fills as many as 20 people, and veers around traffic like it's riding a bike. Loud house music blaring, driving so fast. And all the riders looked bored!
Doing the laundry in a hotel near Venice, Nicky and I were washing our laundry in the tub and the sink and hanging them to dry all through the room. There are no dryers in Europe, so people hang their wash all out the window, just like in the paintings.
Three long weeks, with six people.
Times got tough just like I expected. All part of the deal.

Just after the furgon ride to Tirane, when we arrived I was standing smoking my cigarette and a little gypsy kid stole it right from my fingers, and I didn't notice until he was walking away smoking it smiling back at me.
The beggers are crazy! In one area the kids all hang on to the cars passing by so they stop, and one kid punched me in the back, and tripped Nicky. Funny, but very sad.

Driving through the mountains is crazy too. Croatia, and Albania.

A lot of places are very old fashioned, the women don't even leave their houses. In Albania cigarettes are $2 a pack.
We climbed a pyramid monument in Tirane.  That was cool.

We went to the Louvre in Paris. The place was huge.

When we were in Greece, we found a stray dog that wound up "guiding" us through the city for a good twenty minutes, then barked at a car so it wouldn't hit us. It was funny.

When we went to the bar in Paris, some Parisian guys were rapping on the street for me. It was really cool.

Croatia was absolutely beautiful. Especially Dubrovnik, where we stayed. We had a hotel with a kitchen so we made a feast of our own. Lamb, arugula salad, steak, lentils, ztatsiki sauce, so good! I love how much arugula they have over there. So yummy.
We walked through a lot of farmer's markets. That was nice. Something familiar.  :)
We went to this crazy crepe restaurant in Paris. They served all three meals of the day, in crepes. I had something with beef and spinach, if I remember correctly. I don't know, it was amazing.

Bordeaux, France was beautiful. So simple, so lovely. Vineyards as far as the eye can see, like the corn here, old medieval churches..cobblestone roads.
The people are so helpful to Americans.
Almost everywhere we went.
Felt very welcome.
It was crazy hearing about the tragedy in Japan, on the Albanian news.
Felt like the world was ending.
There was a point where I was pretty stressed out, and kind of fuzzy from all the unfamiliarity. I felt like I was losing my mind actually. I didn't know how to process anything. Everything was a big ordeal in my mind. I felt like I was never going home. But I did. And I don't regret a thing. It was a really good experience. I saw so many beautiful sights. And learned so much about other cultures.

As always my photos are viewable to the public in my flickr. Just search laura~lovely under people.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

leaving

for europe in FOUR days.
paris, here i come. i got lazy with my french learning but i have been pretty busy lately

i'm too tired to care about sentence structure or spelling right now

today was insane!
mat's dad woke us up saying henry and ang have bugs!
my first thought, ugh not bed bugs again, but it was cockroaches in their appt.
which is hell but not as bad.
henry decided to leave a month early so we headed over there and moved them out in one day.
crazy shit
i get the heeby jeebies just thinking about bugs! fuckthem.

i tried fixing my sleep scheds the other day (stayed up instead of sleeping so i'd be tired enough to go to bed at a regular hour) and i went out with my mom and angie and mat's mom we bought shoes for the trip and went to olive garden it was nice to have a girls night out then we met up with mat and went to see The Kings Speech and i literally was falling in and out of sleep the whole time.
no, i did not watch the oscars today but i heard it won.

i got a new camera, it's a panasonic lumix
buncha numbers and letters in the name don't remember
i'm already way more satisfied with it than any of my previous cameras
i can't wait to actually have things to take pictures of ! i'm so sick of taking pictures of myself and my cat

i've been getting really into flickr lately
http://www.flickr.com/photos/32948979@N02/
 i just bought the pro account for a year 25 dollars
def gonna try to get my money's worth outta that i know i will

speaking of money,
UGH!
I don't know what to do about my taxes cuz the place i worked at literally changed ownership
and i don't even remember which address i gave them
i've lived in three places in the last 2 years? idk.
and when i went to planned parenthood the other day and this time instead of the usual trouble finding my chart, i'm suddenly nolonger in the waver thing? it's bad enough i have to sign up for it once a year now i gotta go online and shit. shouldn't be my problem.
way too much stress for free birth control
supposedly with this new gov we may not even get it anymore
i don't fuckin know

we went to visit my grandpa the other day that was nice
i still have to go visit my other grandma and my dad one of these weeks.
i'm a bad grandaughter

it's gonna be nice to see nicky soon
this winter's been weird without her. lol.

i feel like i'm going insane! i should probably stop drinking things with caffeine and booze in them.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

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everything is beautiful
when i'm upside down in my head
i say you've got quite a heavy cup
you say it's lighter than my days
and we've had enough
i'm not listening any ways
just following other people's gaze
to old countryside view
something like tuscay or dubuque
i saw it on a cereal box
and it makes me hungry everytime i drive to iowa

i laugh so hard it makes me cry
and i'm looking into tomorrow like it's about to die


everything is crystal clear
after it's been emptied and abused
i rub my eyes and ignore mr fear

i'm so tired of these winter blues
are you listening, my dear



and i'm aching for a longing it's a feeling you can't hide from
it's a story i'm dying to tell someone
it's a road i've never driven on
just cut right through the forest
and got poison ivy

Friday, February 4, 2011

lua

You know what, I don't hate myself for my ridiculous sleep schedule. Even though it's unhealthy.
And I feel guilty waking up in the late afternoon.
I'm such a night owl.
Especially in the winter time.
I love falling asleep just when the birds start to sing.
I love all the teeny tiny red lights out my window that represent windmills.
I love all the stars.
My mind just clicks better the later it gets.
Or so it seems.

"Cause what is simple in the moonlight, by the morning never is."

Saturday, January 29, 2011

my favorite rollercoasters :)

This is X2,  Six Flags Magic Mountain, CA
We rode this one at night. It had special effects like music speakers in the headrest, and a blast of fire as you pass. Your seat rotates independently while the train stays the same. So with the physics of the coaster, you spin. It was amazing, and worth the long cold wait.



This is Bizarro. Six Flags New England, MA

Smooth, fast, scenic, high, terrifying, yet fun. We almost lost our hair. :)


Top Thrill Dragster, Cedar Point, OH
Although this coaster is technically not as fast or as tall as KingDaKa in Six Flags Great Advenuture, I went on this one first so it was more memorable. This coaster goes approx 120 mph, using hydrolics to shoot you 420 ft into the sky, and then you swivel back down to earth. Your mind can't process the speed, but there's no turning back. :)



On that note, here is a video of a rollercoaster that takes you backwards half way through.
I had fun but this is probably the only coaster in the world that has given me mild motion sickness.


Ugh, I have so many more favorites but I can't remember the names.